Trying To Lose
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There really is no better time…
To start over.
I will be the first person to say that I have been a total crap-bag since November. I’ve had a really rough few months, and the first thing to suffer has been my eating and working out.
I got a pair of jeans for Christmas. Another pair of jeans I already had. They were the same size and everything. I tried them on last night and the didn’t fit. Then I got on the scale and saw a number I haven’t seen since May- 179. Cue crying and freaking out. I couldn’t believe I had let myself get to that point. I have gained almost 15 pounds in a month and a half. I’m really dissapointed in myself.
But, as all the lovely fitblr’s have been saying, 2012 is begginning tomorrow, and with it I am beginning my journey again. I want to get to 140. I need to get to 140. I am slowly losing my confidence and slipping back to my old ways and I’m honestly a little scared. I can’t go back to the way I was.
So, here it goes. Welcome to my new followers. I can’t wait for you guys to join me on this part of my journey. I’m going to hit 140 in 2012. I just know it.
Happy New Years, Folks.
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im just wondering if anyone knows who this dude is, and how many notes this will get.
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Delaware Marathon
Aka that time I ran the first 20 miles, turned around to quit, and was found...
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Today was for this. Oh, and for movies and not doing anything for anyone but for me, myself and I.
