Trying To Lose

This is the story of a girl who has been overweight her entire life. She has always fronted like she was okay with it, until now. She has finally said enough is enough. She is working towards a goal weight of 140. And she will reach it.

So I tried on some summer clothes today…

And it wasn’t pretty. I wanted to try everything on before I packed for Vegas so I knew what fits. I knew some things would be tight, but I didn’t think it would be as bad as it was. My shorts and pants from the summer don’t fit. My jeans that used to be loose won’t do up. I knew I gained weight- the scale said it and I could feel it on my body. But I didn’t think it was that bad.

Whenever I saw people talk about gaining back weight they lost, I always said that wouldn’t be me. I knew that I worked too hard to gain it back. Well, I was wrong. I could sling about excuses- it was Christmas, I had a death in the family- but I won’t. I gained weight because I ate too much and didn’t work out, and now I’m paying for it.

I let myself feel sorry for myself for about 2 hours, and then I decided that it wasn’t going to happen again. No more gaining. No more.

Posted 1 month ago

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